All Part Of The Plan

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2010-04-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

so 3 months have past,

the mid year is about to come really soon...like ermm...22 more dayz i guess or something.
there are alot to catch up and learn with so little time....this is gonna stretch me real hard.there is not much to talk about it,all have to be done is actions.not talks cause its cheap.thats school......

on the other hand,hmm...life??hmm...there is nothing to speak about it.am not really happy with it goingby.....just gotta do what i am suppost to do and get done with it....just want the O's to passby well,do it well and move on.....

till the next time i would be able to blog again........................next weekend........
as always,
Rse7en out!

what a week

2010-03-26T21:16:00.001-07:00

This week have really been tiring for me.ive have to do this do that...rushing from one place to another.....its really stressful too....just have to catch up really so much to do well for my O's and must really really work so so hard....but to put that in action is a fucking challenge.

Airwaves

2010-03-20T05:06:00.001-07:00

HEY guys,its been awhile since i blog something but anyway....this is what i did on my friday and sat.....

.LOCKED IN THE KITCHEN(-.-FUCKING FUNNY!!)
.MET DAD:D (caught up with him)
.TAKRAW AT NUS,(AWESOME SCHOOL like Seriously)
.Movie AT VIVO("kidnapper"was a very sad movie....but had a teddy bear so its alright lol)
.Sleep For 2 HOUR PLUS ONLY!(felt sleepy almost all the time)
.BREAKFASSSTTT (toast and some milo:D)
.RAINING(watch the rain fall while waiting where to go)
.SCIENCE CENTRE(turned out to be fun:D)
.KEPPAL BAY(with the awesome:))

So yeah,guess school is about to start really soon...i really really had alot of fun during this two dayz.....this is a day to remember for the rest of my life.....

chiao!

Britannia.

2010-03-16T17:53:00.001-07:00

This is just so super irritating...its hunting me everywhere now....

now

2010-03-16T17:51:00.001-07:00

Just feeling the lowest point now..............

2010-03-11T03:07:00.000-08:00

B

2010-03-10T19:21:00.001-08:00

Bless the Broken ROad.

2010-03-10T19:09:00.000-08:00

This term is about to end in a day.just gotta stop contradicting myself..

time is not on your side

2010-03-06T20:13:00.000-08:00

well...just thought i lost some ppl around me.Cant do much actually.But anyway,school have sucked so much....there is no excitment around....i dont know whats the next step in life,like...whatz next?in ten years time,i will see my friends in different path.Not knowing where my routh is taking me.sometimes its just good not to think too much.Just do the best you can that comes to you.

Its scary to know how much its developing and progressing around you....will i even be able to survive in the future...i dont know....

till then,
RSe7en

Bite to break skins

2010-03-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

im sick of all the words thrown to me.guess its time to wake up.played for three months and its enough already...

well,everybody looked down on you.thinking yeah you cant cope with your work...you cant managed...although you see ppl who tries to motivate you and those seems to care but in their heart they are having the feel that yeah you cant make it either...but just say for the sick of saying it...everyone out there are all the same.....they are looking down on you.it also hurts to see the ppl you really looked up,looks down on you...they dont even wanna ask help from you,cause why?your gonna screw things up.They want you to concentrate on yourself and fuck off.They just want you not to be an affection to them but a motivation to strive.

i had it all...NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT YOU! they are little strings tat wanna pull you down.well,i came alone and ill face this alone.im snapping out of my dreams from today .Realised that you dont have anyone that will go through the shits with you.They are happy for themselves,and feel sorry for you.They think that you dont even have your your basics!"come on fall back,drop back".i seeeess little devils:D

pull your socks up.face reality,your on your battlefield,armed and fight alone..cause NOBODY will wait for u,time does not wait for you either.get up and fucking wake up cause they are sick of you.they are tired of listening to your side of the story.All that matters is,THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK!

Its gonna be tough,but ill give it a shot.This is a challange...a really tough one...

GIVE IT ALL GIVE IT ALL!!

2010-02-28T04:14:00.001-08:00

someone

2010-02-26T19:49:00.001-08:00

anybody out there who can help.please do.

get back up.

2010-02-26T19:28:00.000-08:00

get back up on your two feets.they'll knock you down even more.up now..up now!!!

2010-02-26T07:22:00.001-08:00

im so selfish.i did not know what i was doing.i know u are helping me out i know...but...but...why am i like this....

yes

2010-02-25T06:19:00.001-08:00

you make me smile in million ways:D

today

2010-02-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

today was just any ordinary day tat could not turn out to be extraordinary....i see ppl around me giving up...but i am not and i will not!i will do my best!no matter wat it fucking takes.count on me.i can make it happen...i can...i cann!!ronaldo plz plz be with me now!

catch ups.

2010-02-24T16:30:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!

made up your mind.

2010-02-24T16:10:00.000-08:00

this is for u asshole!:well...even before the race you are giving up on me?,this is not even a easy race..its a merathon and you even have the cheeks to say tat u put in so much effort in me...hello!! ever since this year started,you dont give a fuck!maybe for me as a individual...you know wat,i given up from getting help from you...ohh well you think ur so great...yeah ur great in many ways:D(ps:hope tat ur reading this:D)

down fall.

2010-02-24T04:43:00.000-08:00

nearly after ttwo months...
..TODAY sucked.i guess im just too over confident in everything i do...maybe i have to put my ego down and be humble...study hard and play hard was the main focus,but ever since...i lost focus and there i was again dreaming....today it all crashed down.today im burned out.today im lying flat!IM BURNED OUT! my mind is lost.my soul is down.my body cant hold my weight.:(

haix

2010-02-11T04:24:00.000-08:00

im always happy with you around...but ur not...why?

dancefloor

2010-02-09T05:37:00.000-08:00

time is so hard to catch.can hardly do anything.feel so sucky now....haixx...guess got to go for the talk again tomorrow.....

school

2010-01-13T16:37:00.000-08:00

its 8.40 and im in the school's computer lab...on my left who sits is Nigel and on my right who sits is Naz....today is the start of my project.which is my Dnt and the theme is 'selection'....like wtf! what can i do this time round....ideas have have have to flow in really sooooonnn...i dont wanna do last minute work like seriously,hahaha....alright ive got to do some research already...like now......really looking forward to recess...im like damn hungry ergh!....today we're going against victoria sec shool...but its just a friendly match,guess they did well last year emerging 2nd in spore...wow...but still qwss has standard and i know we will give them a fight!2pm!victoria sec skol...gottogo...bubbye.
as always,
R7 cheers..

days after days

2010-01-12T04:55:00.000-08:00

there is nothing much to blog,but just tat skool have been going on...tournaments are coming and i think im off-form:(....stresss is piling...i need this week to be on my toes again...anyway...
good night:)
cheers
R7

the path.

2010-01-04T04:34:00.000-08:00

Skool have just reopen.It seems like sec 5 is no joke,anway..my day was wierd..idk why but yeah
it is.ok..maybe i was dead tired...have not been having much rest for the past two dayz....tomoorow will be the official start of my year for me.The atmosphere in the canteen feels so different without my usual clowns.:(...but ohh well..i've got to face it...Just wanna do what i have to do for this year,and i want this year to be the best year of my secondary skool life.After all,its my last year.so i met haziq and caught up with lots of stuff...
so yeah...just gonna get ready for tmlw.second day in skool ..

always in my heart.yes you..

2010-01-01T08:49:00.000-08:00

new starrt.

2010-01-01T05:03:00.000-08:00

alrightppl.guess my 2009 was the worst ever in my entire life.i did not achieve anything and was made like a fool.things was miserable...home,skool etc etc.with teachers constantly pulling me down.it sucked so much.until the last two months of the year...which prove to me that life was a roller coaster ride.

i got _________ with me:D i made it to sec5. im able to play soccer and takraw for skool once again and will want to do the skool proud. i got my awesome X:D

i do not wanna talk much but i really wanna say some words for my friends.THAT goes to ALVIN TIEN AMEER ZAIM NIGEL FIRUZ ISAAC and ETC ETC...but this 7 ppl seriously made me the happiest.they have gone through shits with me.FOr ALvin-you have guided me like so much and its like ur my blood brother,u picked me up when i was at the lowest.i remembered it how u came middle of the night to look for me and you was the only person i could turn to at tat point of time.AMEER-i have no words for u but everytime i see ur face..laughter will always been assured..we have been throught lots of shitsss..i want u to know tat ur a fucking awesome friend of mine.TIENONN-you and me are like...we have the same thinking...we share every shits and your a really strong person in heart.You are respected so much honestly!CHEERS!ZAIM-your the man!your my pick up...as in my engine to make me think and realise about life! TO FIRUZ AND ISAAC AND THE OTHERS!!! YOU GUYZ ARE ROCKING AND I LOVE IT!!!

ok..now i wanna blog about this person:Dhmm..my first time i went out with u was on 20oct09!and ever since tat day...things changed...you are someone tat is my first.and if you were to disappear,it would be pointless to live my life.anyway,lets live for the best and to work every single things out.OHOH,i remembered this 2 scary nights in two diff places...im sure u do as well...a turtle tat would hide when its in danger!!! hahahahahaahah........I LOVE YOU!

enough...here are some pictures......i wanna forget about the past.i want to live my 2010 the best year ever and it can happen with u guyz around! i know we can! 2010 forward!

gone

2009-12-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

i feel like everything is happening so fast.why is tat so?idk...but still am looking forward for 2010 seriously!..cheersss

2009-12-26T18:25:00.000-08:00

im lost for words.but im glad i knew....

LOL! LMFAO!

2009-12-26T07:10:00.000-08:00

first thing first.

2009-12-26T06:51:00.001-08:00

hmm..guess 09 is about to be history!2010 is about to come,to think about it...its kinda fast..wonder whatz installed for me next year.anyway,dont wanna think too much...just wanna enjoy the last few dayz of 09! so yeah...peace! and cheers everyone...

erg!

2009-12-24T08:22:00.001-08:00

i feel like fuck and i cant sleep!

hmm...

2009-12-19T09:18:00.000-08:00

looks like now i have a choice.now tat i have the results im able to decide where to go.but looks like im gonna go for it....yeah i am....

i wonder

2009-12-17T22:05:00.001-08:00

what would it be?how would it turn out?how how how?? today is the day..its final its the DDAY...it would decide where would i go...scared to death scared to deathh now....at the end of today...everything is known...the wait is over....wish me luck...cause i think i might need it...

HIE EveryONE

2009-11-26T22:12:00.000-08:00

wow,its been a really long time since i blogged..anyway,i just came back from KL for my takraw trip...it was off the hook!the late night sleeps...blasting music...bloodshot eyes...laughter...and some entertainment....well, i've learned alot about the sport(takraw)...and i think that im improving but still not good enough..we're aiming for National Champion Next year!

Adding to that,ill be going to KL again for my SOCCER^^ trip....this would be awesome...cause thats the sport preferred to me...i like takraw too but im alittle new...its goonna be a holiday for this one....ME and MY Room MAte have Planned to do some stuff tat will be remembered!!ohhh yeahh!!!...

Anyway...will be posting some pictures on the takraw trip soon...when i have the time....

Cheers...
TAKRAW FWD!

heres your time..

2009-10-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

what sub world?oh,yeah the exams are over like for some time already and I'm going for the step ahead programme-_-which is super boring...yeah,anyway am working on my interest lately...but tent to be lazy sometimes...been sleeping lots and yeah i shifted house already and this place is kinda quiet and its an new environment for me,gonna make friends soon:)lol...that's about it i guess...
cheers:)

OMG!

2009-10-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

this feeling in me is unbeliable:)
the exams are over man!
i can party like a rock star!
but no graduation..haixxx...
it looks like the 4E and 5Na are off soon....
thats really fast man...
anyway...
im off partying!
chiow!!!!

2009-09-12T22:25:00.001-07:00

it ends here

2009-09-12T21:02:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of the holidayz..exams are coming as well...im in the most critical stage now,super scared now...anyway...things have been really bad this dayz...TO X:FUCk man! haVE IT YOUR Way!I"ll still HAve my dignity....TO Y: I'll rip you apart! YOU MF!...SchooL oPening soon..Ill Teach U a LessON:).....To N:chiill i'll help u through...To I:thanks:)

thats it....

AWESOME SHIT! IF ONLY....

2009-09-11T20:13:00.001-07:00

2009-09-11T01:57:00.001-07:00

speechless

2009-09-11T01:52:00.001-07:00

FUCK!
SCREWED!
MAN!!
DAMEE!!
NOOOO!!
AGHHH!!
FUCK U!

2009-09-10T01:38:00.000-07:00

so good its so bad

2009-09-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

yesterda i had my english exams..it was alright,i could do it..compo was not bad...paper2 can do but alittle confusing...anyway,yesterday was allittle suckish,i was suppost to go and stdy but i was so late that it was no point going..slacked at skypark and soon when home...
depressed...
Gosh,ive not even played soccer for along time...i wonder how would i play..anyway,my takraw as well...i bet im so bad nw,afew dayz ago got chased by the cops..and i was tired man,its like my fitness is not there anymore..whats going on this dayz,getting trouble with the cops..but i was innocent at that point of time..but they said run so i did..My ______ is going to end as well...everyone cant cooperate,we can go so far and promote so much but it seem it gonna end here:(i wanna still do it!..dame man..help....lets not even get sstarted with love life..it ended so long ago and she is doing so well,not me at all never was..even till today..anyway..haixx...studies..hmm..im trying to do it...not gonna speak mucha already..
till then.
Roheed

social studies

2009-09-08T02:20:00.001-07:00

i want to cry so badly now..i want to die so badly now..i want to get murdered so badly now..social studies was super super killer man...:(..even the xpress who i showed got stunned..omg..watz going on man..what i studied did not really come out..:( lucky thing i had my back up but back ups are loser...nvm...whatz done is done...hmm..im goinna choice my ite course soon:(........or maybe retake N's....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:(...everyone had blur faces even the smart one...im nothing man..im finish im finish..............:(

D.dAy

2009-09-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

result was not acceptable...day was cool...now having confusion over some stuff..its bugging me man....:(

blood on my gun

2009-08-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

heyy..ok ive been having so much thoughts lately..like im down mostly all the time..i just keep covering everything from ppl:(i can only look,i can only hear,i can only live what is installed for me...anyway,i had my chem today and it was not bad..thought i could do it..
tomoorrow is my Dnt..i took out my book and started revising when i noticed things were complicated and irritating..so i closed it and when back online...gosh!i will fail my Dnt exam...well..i will get back into it soon..after im done...

Just been feeling so fucking restless man this dayz...dont even feel like doing anything..
Ohh well...i cant do anything about it,so ill just continue what ive been doing all along..
as then,
Roheed

it may seem far away,but the sail is yet to come..:(

Over your dead body,leaving me i an despair state:(

Victim Of LOve

2009-08-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

Today was alright..when to school and did my ss,its not so bad..can do kinda thing..so proceeded with math paper 1 which was a killer i tell you..

anyway,had lunch with nigel naz and haziq then went to nigels place to study and study..we laugh alot like when i look at him and he looks at me we will start to laugh crazily..His facing some downhill in life and i wanna get through to help him cause ive been through it before..

reached home at 10pm,took shower,ate and gonna sleep soon so that i will be meeting nigel in the morning to freshen up on our physics in mac..tomorrow is our physics paper..wish me luck..ohh lord guide me please..
till always,
ROheed.

stressed

2009-08-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

anyway i cant blog much but all ive got to say is that ive got to go and do some work already like revise on my format for letter writting for tomorrows paper..may god bless me..give me the strength to perform my best...with your almighty power...(ok i think thats how u pray)..thank you..

Trickster

Rip

2009-08-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday,tears were seen rolling down..My far far cousin 17 yrs old had just passed away.He was the only son..The only sweetheart to the family..now,he have left us.I remembered those time when we used to play soccer and go railway together:( Your be remembered forever..and wherever you are i know god should be taking good care of you...This experience was something which brought tears to myself too..looking at his dad's face and his mum was unbearable...i saw Samantha and Isaac there too,they were his ex classmates in primary school..I'm speechless now like I'm tongue tied somehow..i just hope he could born again in a good family and live his life to the fullest.This told me that young or old.your time will come...this is so dame sad..May god bless him:(

another day had gone..

2009-08-17T00:51:00.000-07:00

prelims are around the corner...its approaching..anyway,skool was fine,managed to go home early after so long...gonna burn midnight oil later on studying..dRuAnKK it!
till always..
Ro..

still missing:(

its been a while

2009-08-14T06:19:00.001-07:00

ive not blog for some time already.anyway thinks have been great so far..Dnt dateline over prelims coming and so for..so yea there are ups and down..ohh well still got to live it..
as always,
R7

lost in a world where you have been found

2009-08-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

hey guys,today was a normal day i guess.annway,i rushed to school today to meet haziq and Naz to have a decent hair by putting lots of gel.When to meet Mrchng in the morning at 7.10 to give some stuff and i passed my math:)proceeding with life,i had some lesson in sschool and during english lesson it was about 2 period and i was so worned out.i was so tired i could collapsed on the floor.I tried to stay awake but fall asleeep without knowing..so the day ended something like that,did some dnt and i got 9 dayz to finish...9 seem to occur in my life frequently but 7 is my favourite still:)
yeah thats about it..
i kinda thinking about the GhimMoh boyz man.Like those awessome time,the after training block catching,dragon ball..haha..was so fun..nvm,we'll go out soon all of us i know we will:)
i feel so down and tired now:(.i've got no idea why but yea i am..
i dont wanna talk anymore..
bye..

QWSS Footballers reunited

2009-07-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey:) anyway,school was fine.Other then the fact that after a long week i returned to school.
Lessons were interesting and time flied fast.anyway,proceeded to mac for lunch with classmate.After that went for SS class.Soon,got changed and felt good after awhile wearing the Queensway jersey for a long time.
anyway,The Senior came:) it was a long long time since i met all of them,saw some Queensway sec school legend footballers and i tell u they were awesome:)..anyway,i headed to the new basketball court and played for awhile.Finally there is a place to play soccer already:)
Boarded the bus and when to toa payoh sec school and played our game against Singapore NationalsU15.
It was awhile seens i touched\played soccer.I was so so excited and soon we got changed to our boots and warmth up.we had like 3 half. 30 mins each.i played left wing for like 12 mins and the rest of my time was on the left back as a defender.From this game it somehow motivates me to gain my fitness back,after Nlevels:) anyway.i got legs more then balls ..oppps and my qwss football idol was playing with me on the left wing.He did some stuff which was"dirty play" but it was cool man.I learned from him"eat em before they eat u".anyway, the seniors were awesome with their vision.Unfortunately,the second half i got injurt and had to subb but it was alright cause our subss are strong.The whole game was simply awesome.I just like seeing lots of footballers together and more.i have this feeling in me,the awesome feeling:)cool..hope we will have more of this matches man.Abang Hafiz Has Awesome Vision man like seriously in the pitch i must learn from him:)..soon when the whistle blew.all of us shacked hands and took some pictures and proceeded back to queensway:)Mrben said some quality words regarding about soccer and stuff.He is one Solid coach:)...

proceeded home with zaim jr.:)
thats all man..
cheers,
Queensway soccer team rocks!

It was a good experience,a good exposure...a good qwss squard and the exqueeensway guyz were dame solid too:)

Cheers to footballers!

2009-07-29T09:49:00.001-07:00

dame.

2009-07-28T21:34:00.001-07:00

its like so boring everyone is in school and im home.haixx..i cant wait to go back to school.Its awkward for me to say that but after all i think school is fun.

sudden Burst

2009-07-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW IS ALL ABOUT WORK WORK WORK....
WAKE UP AND DO WORK.
GOT TO SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT
TATA!!
TRICkSTER HAS WORK TO DO!

Its never enough to say your sorry.

2009-07-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

anyway,today was hideous when i went to school.I was like all ready and armed to leave the house but realising i was slightly not well.I managed to get into class and after awhile Mrs.Kumar came and told me i was not suppose to come school at all.As i was on Mc,and me not looking well.I managed to talk to her and she so call let me off.i turned around and spoke to amira about the coursework and stuff like that.
He Steps in,And your Out!
mrchng came into class and asked me to go home.he said that im not well and i cant spread to the rest.i packed my stuff and headed home.So,i went home,feeling boredom following me as i walked home and watched some American comedy on my itouch and he was dame funny and his awesome with his acting to be Bush.hahaha.coolala...after awhile staring here and there,i felt sleepy and had my nap.got up took my lunch and now im gonna carry on with my work.gonna try to finish all my math worksheet and finish on my ideation and development.hopefully this four days will pass fast.
i wanna get well soon too..
alright thats all for today.
As alwayz,
Roheed

X:I still do think about you.Hoping your happy and smiling always:)

2009-07-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

2009-07-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

2009-07-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

sunday

2009-07-26T07:40:00.000-07:00

my Sunday was horrible.As i was sleeping i was so so cold.when i stood up my head was all spinning and i could see my Ronaldinho poster moving.I got up had my breakfast,and i was so keen of doing my homeworks but i feel restless and weak.So,i did my SS,Math and English and i could not carry on and i got so much more to be done...I just slept the whole day.How fucked up can it be to have fever,flu,cough,sore throat and headache..it sucks big time..tried to study my geography but could not.So i waited for the Liverpool match.Ive could have gotten tickets but i was not a big fan of them and i would probably wear my united jersey there and get beaten up hahaha..Liverpool-5 Singapore-0.Well,no comments..
i wanna sleep soon and tomorrow ive got to do my DNT.I wont be going to school so yeah i can do my revision at home and hopefully i will get better.
that's all for today.
my weekend sickness-_-
As always,
RoSe7en

Missing you is not an option.

2009-07-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

im gonna blog about the weekend yeah..
FRIDAY

when to school normally.Lesson was normal as you know some people like to demoralised us but i am the kind of person who wants to prove to that person that his judgement is wrong.Anyway,it was Brandon's Birthday.So i went home at about 3plus and felt asleep on my couched while watching tv.
Time flied and it was about 6 and i got up and did my routine and met Naz and Haziq at Commonwealth.Soon,we decided to head to 6c to get some stuff:)Some pictures were taken and never to be shown and it will be a record like seriously about qwss.haha!!So,we chit chat our way to brandons house.
Let the Party begin people.
once we set and waited for the rest to come.Brandon mum and dad opened the cake and they switched on some birthday song music which was sweet:)Used to do that on my birthday when i was younger in my aunts house.Anyway,once the cake was cut.The birthday boy was officially 16th.May god bless him.may he and his family have a long life and stay healthy and strong.may he succeed in his studies and future:)dude HappY Birthday!hahaha!!
THE CAKE WAS AWESOME MAN!SERIOUSLY IT WASS AWESOME!
music were played.
jokes were cracked.
laughter were heard.
the mike was up and i was sharing some jokes and pretending to be a dj.haha.
Food were served.
EVerything was 10\10.it was an awesome party.
THe clock ticks to 0945hours and its time to pop bottles.
we when down and birthday boy gave us the green light to drink green cans.
smokers were seen.
there are pictures too,lots of pictures actually.Brandon will be uploading it.
i will be passing my thumdrive to him to upload due to some reason.
We had tarns of fun i did very much:)
soon all the cans were finished and sticks were limited.
As time goes some had to leave some tipsy,catching last bus,parents calling.
at 12plus i left too.And thats it for that wonderful day!Must thank Brandon for inviting me^^
the rest continued and enjoyed:)its nice to see all the NA steam enjoying themselves on a Friday night after all the stress and stuff..headed home did my usual stuff and slept:)
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DUDE!!
Saturday.
It was normal.
woke up.
ate.
sleep again.
packed files.
clean up room.
went to westcoast for dinner.
went to jurongpoint.
thats it
hold day gone.
tomorrow is just whole day studying..:(
thats it for today.
trickster.

AWESOME PARTY!REMEMBERED TILL I DROP DEAD^^

rush

2009-07-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

dame.ive got lots of work to do.i cant blog what happened but today was so funny in class.some lesson and all.will blog soon about it.
trickster.

call the duty off

2009-07-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

hey there.so its a sunday today.hmm,nothing fun about it.ohh yeah i just realised ive got tuition later.asad is sick with fever and shit.i wonder if he will shutup when his sick?.hahaha kidding dude if ur reading.if ur not then im not kidding hahaha...anyway,last night i slacked with jacob,brandon,nigel,ali,idris,ameerudin.it was not bad.it has been awhile seens i did that.
ive got not much to talk about.
have a lovely sunday.
cheers,
tricker.

the unexpected was expected in this case.

NO surprise

2009-07-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

Guess what,Daughtry has their new album "Leave this town".they are one of my favourite bands,their songs are cool.anyway,just started the day and gonna do my Dnt wanna finish up some of my work.Today might be dragging and things like that.I might come back later tonight and see what this day have been installed for me,i have the feeling of playing Left4dead suddenly.Just feel like killing some zombies and be a hero but in my philosophy (hero menang last babe)hahaha..alright then ill make a move.may this day be full of excitement^^
as always,
Roheed.

Everywhere he goes.He sees your smile

2009-07-17T00:42:00.000-07:00

hey,so school was alright.there was some conflicts in school today.anyway,there was no assemble due to the H1N1 thing and it is really serious man.So stayed in class and did my SS homework.Realising that I've got DNT,MAth,English,SS,Geog,Chem,Phys homework,With this subjects it is gonna help me to be promoted to sec 5.So ill be doing it:)..Anyway,after school there was this poser thing going on and the whole 4NA was there at the seen.It looks like the 412 and 413 are like united in someway.[QSK]? haha..ive also saw the logo already.pretty cool.After everyone was gone and i left to the canteen to get a drink and went home.I was so tired and later im gonna watch Harry Potter with Alvin Ahbing and somemore people i only know that there is alot of people coming:).So,i was sleeping and my phone kept ringing.some good:) some irritating:..Ameer came over and took my shoes for his Thailand trip.Have fun Fucker! Im gonna go find some stuff to eat and gonna enjoy myself later,been working and working for the whole week.heres my break:)
enjoy your weekend friends(study for those taking N&O's)
as always,
Ronaldo(AA sorry!)
Roheed:)

idol

2009-07-16T07:27:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to speak about this footballer..

Ronaldo!

woo,his my biggest football idol ever!at first i liked backham then when he came in and i saw his first game.i started to admire his skills its like wow!All the way till now.I remember before every football match im about to play i will watch his video and he really inspire me.Everything he does,i just get amazed everytime,i love his freekick and i tried before and i managed to get it once and i was so happy out of 100 tries.Now he moved on to real madrid,well manunited had nurtured him and now his the worlds best player but im still sad his gone:(.i dont find it wrong but its part of football.
He is so dame cool,and i have been trying to get his book but can hardly find it.Maybe,i should get it online.i also read about his childhood..he is someone who comes from a family background which keeps me lingering about .His story was touching and look at him now.His mum is the proudest women in the world.If his dad was still around,his dad would be like..well im not sure..haha

(dad is very improtant:(health too)

people do cretized him and stuff but they have no idea whose name they are talking about.i guess now there is a reason for me to watch the Spanish league now.his feet is as fast as i pronounce his full name.thats how fast he is.He trained hard and i mean really hard like earliest for training and latest to go home kind of person..Gosh!

IF i were to talk about him i will take forever,well im not his biggest fan but his an idol of mine.In the pitch and out.HE IS JUST AMAZING! so now ill stop here..playing for Portugal is simply like amazing.All the best in MAdrid and i hope the best for u! keep the goals coming!

Your brother(haha)

Roheedo^^

last minute

2009-07-16T07:03:00.000-07:00

today had skol.
alot of students did not come school,
this H1N1 seem to be very serious these dayz.
i hope these would get better.
stayed back,talked to lye heng after so long:)
his my insperation..
"dont end ur passion so soon"
thats the phrase that was lingering in me since the conversation.
had lunch,then headed to do my Dnt project.
ohoh,there was this teacher in the life said i was making fun of her or something and complained?WTH!!
anyway,ive screwed up something..im sorry guyz if any of u are reading this..dame..
ill call them tomorrow and try to fix things i can tell that they are mad..
well,i dont blame them..

so headed home,slacked on couch almost slept but had tuition.
thats it.
peace,
Tri7ster

dick head..

2009-07-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

dame,i need those fitness back..
dame,the stamina..

today was alright till someone came up and shit like that,
homework everywhere here and there..
did not take math test.
due to some reason that i had to stay back.
and there is like no classes for the whole school due to the H1N1 thing.
other then those,ive got nothing in mind to blog about.
peace,
ro7

trust me not..

2009-07-07T05:25:00.000-07:00

hie there.I'm feeling frustrated now.
today was hmm kinda alright i guess from my prediction so its nothing much
when to school thought that i was late but was not.
so when into class and paid attention the whole day without slacking yeah maybe alittle..
forgotten my Dnt file and mum brought it for me to school thank u..
so i finally finally finished my project ill upload the picture soon..

i headed to canteen had lunch with ameer,junior,asad and myself.
you know what!?
I'm ain't so instrested to blog about what i did today.
so fuck,
trickster.

why do yo not trust me,just because of one thing you found out
and u keep adding more into it that I'm not doing...*it Burns me**Argh!*

2009-07-06T00:49:00.000-07:00

2009-07-06T00:26:00.000-07:00

2009-07-05T23:01:00.000-07:00

Miss me?

2009-07-05T21:57:00.000-07:00

Whatz up People..

Im BAck..

And if i will to write everything what Ive done..

It will take Forever..

haha..

I watched transformers2!(watched with cousins&friends=avi,jai,des,puven and myself)

I went to cousin house and Played and had So much fun!

I went for camp Face 1&2..

I went to school-_-
I went to watch transformers 2 again!(AlV,Tien,Ro)

I overnight at Alvin's Place!

I went for camp on 3th,4th,5th of june

We went to pulau ubin..

We did kayaking,tracking,Night walk,

We went for Milkrun!

I got home after so many dayz out of my bed..

yeah that is what i did,transformers was awesome!i just admire obtimus,bumblebees car and Megan fox..Lots of jokes,which i love it so much.My cousin talked to be about lots of things in life and I'm waking up my idea..So when for camp,did high ropes and and a tunnel that is pitch black which i love it.It was so funny the smacking the helmet was the best haha^^..i just love those guys everyone made it so happening..After camp then few days pass and school reopen.I'm gonna go full swing just like how i play as a winger and do a full swing cross and provide the striker goal scoring opportunity..those where the time....yeah gonna study as much as possible!till the exams are over.

Thursday,packed my bag..when for tuition..headed to alvin house put my stuff met tienonn wanted to ask asad along but he could not make it..then TRANSFORMERS AGAIN 2!hahah..

we watched at 10pm and ended like so late but i was awesome still!then we hang out at vivo and cab back to alvin house while onn goes home like a sleepy pig haha jkjk!

As soon as we were ready we when to tiong bahru to take the bus.we when to rp to take our stuff.then when pulau ubin..it was dame dame funny! i tell u i cant write everything but there can be some highlights only

COCONUT JUICE

FAHAN
SHASI&RAVIN
haha thats all i can say..got lots and lots more but im too lazy to type everything'

so we kayak...then camp..night walk...sleep...clean up...tracking...back to spore....RP to return stuff...Sembawang camp saw some ppl:)^^ hahax....then talk crab..laugh..sleeepp...

RUN BABY RUN!!

It was time to run..

so we washed up...

I dont wanna talk about the milkrun much i failed myself so much:(

IT was raining the whole day cause of my reason hahaha...

congrats to the winners:)and those who tried to motivate me thank u^^

headed to tiong bahru to change,scare some people..ate at MAC then took 195 home..

reached home bathed,watched MJ music video on MTV which was awesome i just love his popping no wonder his the king!THEN i SLEPT WHICH WAS SO COMFORTABLE AND WOW!!

compared to where i selpt for the past few dayz wow JUST SIMPLE HEAVEN!

i guess thats all i can say forks..i got to pack my stuff its all over the place and so messy.Got to get ready for school tomorrow.As always Tricker is here to stay!i wanna get my fitness back^^yeah and stop S_-_-_-k_-_ yeah...

till then,

with love..

Trickster^^

my life has changed ever since i let something out of my life,i feel like a new person with a new heart..it took me so long dying bleeding.But i managed to pull myself up.Now,i can smile and do the usual stuff i used to do.Roheed the tricker is back.haha^^No more fake smiles no more sad faces..i now just wish the best for myself and you too....Smile always..ur a great person cheers^^

Finally im breathing..^^

Times short..

2009-06-23T11:20:00.001-07:00

Hmm honestly ive got lots to blog..But now i've got not much time so ill blog soon
chiowww
tricker^^

2009-06-23T11:13:00.000-07:00

Last night on earth

2009-06-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

life is just awesome.got family to ********** problems everywhere is just keeps going on and on.
So,today might just be any ordinary day for me although its the June holidays but i ain't able to go anywhere..Fuck,i just realised that ill be having tuition later at 3pm..haixx..i wonder when all this "rainy days would be over and the rainbow after every downpour".

MILKRUN: This event is about to come soon already,for the past two years I've been getting fourth due to some training provided from my italiano coach:)As a matter of fact,this year i can hardly recall the last time i when for jogging..Maybe next week I'll better get into shape.The camp is coming but im not very sure of the date but i know this time round it will be at pulau Ubin.^^i love creepy places man..But the run would be held at zouk..Lets Zouk Run!!LOL?

mmmmm..Ive screwed someone too,someone who we had our bonding for so god dame long...
Now,things have been done..It really sucks but after all life have to go on which makes it worst.
Is someone able to stop time and let me fix things cause it ain't working out this way...

dame it,i seriously wanna be fat so fat that i need new cloths..fat is cool man..
and when you work out,wow!mamamiyah!(Ravin's favourite line)there is mass plus tone to some if they have.Which makes it the "perfection"Ive been having late night snacks and Mac in the middle of the night i hope it will work..any suggestions readers?(if there is one-__-)

so i guess that's all i have for today..
will do it someday later..
Take care,cheers!
I'm out,
Tricker0722

last night was the worst night I've experience,it totally sucks.It feels life has no meaning to it.Now,after all I've done..
i have nobody to turn to now...and i mean no1 seriously no1 none of the person that i can think of .Guess now I'm on my own now..*starts his mustang*

2009-06-12T10:30:00.001-07:00

Victim

2009-06-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

hey world.whats up?hows the weather?hows life?..so yea life been awesome lately-_-
Now dont find any value in life and feel like its worthless..Wanna go Find out stuff about death now.
LOL okay thats crazy.

So,N level seem to be drawing nearer.It also seem that my secondary life is about to be over soon..
hopefully im able to make it to sec 5.Milkrun is now 5.6km now,might wanna train for it..
haixx..

holidays seem to be boring.Still have to wake up early and go to school,seem like there is no holiday for me.dunk it man!..

Ronaldo seem to be moving to real Madrid:(manchester have nature him well and hope for the best for him.Dame! Who will be my favourite and idolist player in Manchester United:( and also alot ppl been texting me and stuff to ronaldo leaving statue and Manchester is going down next season?LOL guYz!!Fat hopes..fergi has plans and he is a smart ass..so keep dreaming of carry cups...Riberi Come to UniTed NOW..

Alright man it seem that my mind is totally blank today and im confused with lots and lots lots of stuff and worries..Haix need a memory eraser anyone has one?
alright then guyz
make a move now
till then.
Ro7eed

things seem to be so different.Everything seem to disappear:(

Why.

2009-06-07T03:23:00.000-07:00

It might take too long to turn the lights back on
I guess I lay awake, I guess I'll lay here and pray
Could you pour me one more drink? A glass of gasoline
Help me burn my pain, light me up in the rain
My so-called life is so good

Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Slow down

You wonder how I’ve been, you ain’t been checking in
Just hope my vital signs would send me home again
My baby’s in the grass, Jesus on the dash
I drive myself insane just hoping I could stay
My so-called life is so good

Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Slow down

Slow down, slow down, slow down, slow down

When deserts turn into floods, White orchids cover with mud
No magic carpet today, not today
Who takes the reigns when I’m gone disintegrate from my throne?
No magic carpet today, not today

Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Why do we die?

Resurrection 2009

2009-06-07T02:41:00.000-07:00

"Ring ring,"nigel was calling.Lucky thing he did if not i would have overslept.So did my daily routine and got changed.When to nigels house,waited for the rest to come and headed to somewhere in orchard and waited for Naz.He took very long,sooner later he reached and we thought we were late for the first band.Rushed there and realised that we were dame dame early.

So we decided to go and eat,and tried to burn time as well.And hung around the entrance and when they opened the door,we were the first one to be in.

The clock ticks and its time to have Metal Head in the House.

so yeah the gig started and we were all enjoying our self.Not gonna say everything cause of some privacy and stuff.But the bands were good...and also i did body surfing which was dame awesome.Oh i forgot,i was not alone there was Naz,Nigel,Vetha,Alvin(nigels friend)and some girls that they knew.
i was also wounded cause of "_______"HAHA..it was awesome,I'm going again for the next.

The whole thing ended around 10 plus and i had my quick dinner which was Mac and took 111 back home fast.The rest wanted to slacked and stuff and spent the whole night together.Took my shower and started to eat and eat..my head was spinning and i was online as well and lot of ppl keep asking u alright LOL!!..
knocked out..
and the next morning..
my whole body was in pain
my throat was sore..
my neck hurts like fishh..

That's all Forks.
I'm out.
Tric7ster

Worst day ever

2009-06-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

okay fuckers out there...lets see..hmm is this worthless day worth to blog?
Ohh well Fuck it! hmm,so started with the refreshing wind blowing as i sleep soundly...and guess what....FUCK!!! im late for Dnt lesson..so got up from my fucking slumber and did my god dame fucking daily routine.!walked to school and was half dead cause i had only 3 hrs of sleep last night.
so reached the school gate..when to the workshop doing the mentos advertisement style but got caught and got hip hop music from Mr chia...
continued my work and it happen to be that im doing the most difficult part of my project,got fucking fad up!...

Mum called and said that she is with my form teacher and she wants me to be up there too.
"i had a bad fucking feeling in me that its not good.."Reached there and i can see four eyes looking at me with anger and disappointment in their eyes."so alllllll the BAddd comments starts bla bla out""what i do in class,and shits,nothing good was said."result is as good as not taking the exams..

after parting from mum and mrs kumar,Asad and me when to do some stuff,soon...
when up for chemistry lesson..I did not learn anything.it was just going into class,every1 start looking at me.set at the back,and said FUCK I SCREWED UP!..Did not do the chem paper and waited for the time to pass as i think out of the classroom.

so yea,bla bla bla when to eat and waited for the oral exams...fucking wasting my time,made me wait for like so freaking long!Finally, i took the prelim oral and i was so freaking nervous i have no fucking idea why..i was shivering and my mouth could not speak much.i guess i did badly again!ARHHHHH!H!H!HH!H!H......

The rest decided to go for bible study and i did not want to go as i was not into sitting down in circles and pray...so i fucking when home! i was so Fucking hungry!asked my sis to go down buy me food and she said she's sick-_-

so i got into the kitchen to fill my stomach.headed down to school again for takraw and guess what assholes! i lost my touches..so played played played..arghHHH!!!
soon..
headed home wif zaim and zul..took my shower and u know wat?perfect my heater was not really working and i had to shower with cold water...awesome man..
feeling abit sick and so fucking sleepy that i can see birds in front of me??

so wat do u think forks?...
awesome day huh?yeah..
FUCK YOU!!
im out..
Trickster.

NSSL Beyond Team 2

2009-05-31T23:33:00.000-07:00

last night,there was a tournament at McPherson,it was from 8am to 5pm for us.woke up and thought tat i was late.But realised tat i was not.packed my fucking stuff into my bag,and got my ass moving out of the house at 7am.walked to the mrt station to meet Alvin,firdaus and Isaac.

The train came fast,got our ass inside and met Ah Bing at queenstown..coincidentally,met wafiq,leon and tien teck as they were going to changi airport.have no idea what were they gonna do.soon,met with Tien onn at tiong Bahru and we were on our way..bla bla bla what the fuck!!-_-

upon reaching our destination,we when to register and got changed into our jersey getting our shoes and shocks high up.Lots of team did not make it and sooner later they arrived a big bench of them,the official gave them the wrong venue.

The Whistle Blows..

The sun was scotching hot and i tell u i can fry a fucking egg on the ground.I almost got heat stroke but thanks to my teammates who threw cooling water on my head.thanks^^
The tournament was intense there were good teams as well,we played our heart out to get goals and defend what belongs to us.After playing with the rivals,they took our player down.we were left with 4 players and he was crying out for his toe in the shade..But we were not let down,Alvin,Myself,Tien,Ah Bing managed to give our all(including coach and isaac with the incredible support),although the other team can substitute here and there.With our perseverance,determination,discipline and commitment managed to bring us all the way to the semi finals,we were burned,tired and muscles starts to pull real badly..

Humble in victory,Unite in defeat...

We could not hold our ground much.The sun was sucking our blood and muscles were pulling
us down.we were defeated,but as said"no one is able to stay up there forever".
We were down to the third and fourth placing...We got 3th and it was not too bad as we never trained as a team before.prize presentation was funny cause they gave us the champion trophies.LOL!so,yeah half of the day was gone but in a worthy way...We got changed,some funny scenes only those were they will know:)Tien and Firdaus left.Myself,alvin,Ah bing decided to go to city hall for dinner and slacked..

Dawn appears,night crawlers roams..

we walked to cathay..
sat at starbucks..
talked talked and talked...
laugh and laugh...
it was about 9.30 and we decided to catch the bus back home...111;)
******* was high in water in somewhere and he was about to let go which will cause a su sa mi LOL
and i cant swim..in no time,he was able to let it go somewhere safe...sooner later we all split

..Memories Is All We Have..

headed home..
took shower...
slacked on the couch..
And slept..
mum woke me up and i when to my bed...
thats all folks..
as always,
RoSe7en:)
Cheers..

Spacial thanks To
:Isaac(he was the most important person,without u we(expacially me) cannot carry on..Thanks^^)

:Coach(advice and stategies were thought,mental strength came into play)

:Ravin(he was not there but his support was found)

:Zaim&Ameer:(the other bayz,thanks to u guyz too)

Cat lady..

2009-05-29T20:36:00.000-07:00

night falls..the moon starts to come out..blood thirsty roams around..
so yea,started the day with thoughts.Trying to change some stuff but get tough tied when i try every time,solution is not the key,im lost in a place where it no1 can find..after tuition,when to meet ameer around his place to borrow a pair of shoes..after awhile,we decided to slacked around and saw a lady giving food to cats..
there seem to be lots of cats around..
she approached us and asked for help if * could give them water everyday cuz he lives nearby.
We end up chatting for about 1 hr plus..
Its about an old man who threw her cat down from the 8th story..and more..
I felt sorrow cuz she loves the cat,(life will take everything tat u love someday) while she was telling me wat happen.and after awhile i started to think "where is god"
there is like so many people out there with so many problem,i don't even know if the person tat most of the people worship really exists.i pity those who have problem and i wanna help everyone but im powerless.Fuck..Alright then..Tmlw will be my nssl which is a important tournament cause we are planning to bring back something.

im lazy to blog more.
chiao..
cheers.
till then,
RoSe7en

PARENT MEETING!!

2009-05-28T23:34:00.000-07:00

okayy..i did not go for it.Its so disappointing,Holiday coming..Must study like fuck..
i did nt even tell my mum tat she was suppose to go down to meet my form teacher.(mrs kumar)
alright then might just slacked around at home.Then go For TUITION-_-.....then maybe at night,daren,nigel and the rest wanna go meet up.I have no idea wat are we gonna do..on the other hand,i have not seen any of my result..FUCK!! haix..Fuck it! As said:"you cannt make it""ur gone already""im sure u cnnt go sec 5""ItE is the choice""Roheed,start dreaming about ITE Already is it"...dun wanna mention who are they who said,the person who reads it will know..right?..ok then ITE it is..tats the only path leftt for me.
alright..
Arios
Cheers

ur gone..

Built a brige for us.

2009-05-25T22:00:00.000-07:00

Build a bridge to your mind
Takes me there everytime
Lay it all on the line
If there's a way
Build a bridge, make a path
Overlook the aftermath
Make my tears be your bath
If there's a way
Only if you'll take a ride
Go with me to the other side

Even though it's gonna crumble down
I'll keep building till you come around
Even though it's gonna fall apart, break my heart
I'll keep building 'till i die
Build a bridge of memories
Stretch it out overseas
To the end of the world
If there's a way
Build a bridge made of pain
Send my longing down the drain
Have no reasons to complain
If there's a way
Only if you'll take a ride
Go with me to the other side

Wait... wait for me....wait... please wait for me

mayday Sunday

2009-05-25T21:46:00.000-07:00

Woke up late.
met alvin at buona vista Mrt station.
at about 4.30.
made our way to ang mo kio to collect our jersey for this sunday tournament...
had our early dinner...
it was almost 8.
when to meet tien onn at clementi..
reached home at about 11 plus..
took shower,eat and knocked out!!

arios!

State of shock

2009-05-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

"yahHHH!!! yupp yupp yupp"wakes up from bed.."aghh wat a fucking hot day man!,"washed up ate Pizza for breakfast,okayy tats like a million years ago b4 i had tat for breakfast..arggh fuck it!so today i was like supposed to help my mum clean up the house as my cousins were to come and then will party with them at midnight wif red hot ferrari and babeess!!so was kinda excited,loLX WAT can a birthday boy possibly do right...?

Waits for nightfall,and b4 tat i received an sms and my cousin saying they cant make it!!:(i was like fucking sad!Then,THEY POPPED!!i smiled again!!:):)so yeah..then they say planned cancelled to go east coast wif others..OKayy was kinda sad but fuck it they came tats enough..so yeah continued the day wif family..

BUTTTT!!!.....

"hey ro,theres someone at the door...go look at them,ask wat they want..??"aunt sayz.."walks at door"OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "HAPPY bdae to u happy biday to u happy bdae to roheed happy brithday to u!!"The BAYZZZZZ!!! ALVIN!TIEN ONN!ZAIM!AMEER!FIRDAUS!ISAAC!JUNIOR!...IT was my mum who planned wif alvin!!
(trickster got tricked)
So i continued they day so happy and shocked..introduced to them my family and stuff..Then served drinks and all then whole day talking and talking and laughing!!

soon,cut my cake..wif isaac as it was his birthday as well
then the rest left and Ameer,Alvin,Junior was left.
something happened at home tat was unsightly..;(
WE WHEN TO WATCH Movie again...simon sent us to orchard,we blasted the musix and cyclies was lookin at us and i was like"WIsh me fucker!!its my bdae!!"haha
ANGEL AND DEMONs!!
IT SUCKSSS!!!
BIG TIME~~~!!!!
SUX
I HATE IT!!!!
left the theater b4 it ended wif alvin and waited for the two to come out so we waited,making a fool of ourselve..!

Slacked around..
when to T-garden Mac to eat..
headed home at five and was flat...

this two dayz were the best dayz of my 2009!I love my family and friends!Lots of stuff still did happen,only those who were there will know..LOVE yah man!!peace!:)

Frightnight Friday

2009-05-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

HEy there,so friday..hmm okay so i left the house when i was able to see the sun setting,
Alvin was calling me to meet him at ghim moh..i was kinda afraid cuz on their bday i alwayz plan to play wif eggs and flour and fail all the time cuz "dirty lahh"Lolx....so, i took a bus to queenstown to buy some stuff and head to ghim moh in 111.i was like Counter strike cuz i was hiding here and there and looking out for them..

"hey where are u?"alvin exclimed.."holland,taking a flight to ghim moh,"i pronounced wisely LOLz..
but i was hiding bhind the car pipping at them,..i thought i was save as my senses told me..so i when up and there was ammer,Bao brothers,alvin,alen..BUT(The bayaz are missing)cuz theey are the most dangerous fuckers for birthdayz..(zaim,zul,tien,fir,desmond,isaaac,junior Etc etc.)

"happy birthdaY"!!they shouted..so yeah,THANK YOUU!!!but my guides were nt down cuz i was on my toes..made a few wishes..blow my candles..thanks man Guyz!!
giggled alittle..

Then Alvin and me decided to catch a movie a midnight one and managed to grabbed it at cathay orchard.NIght in the MUseum was Awesome man!!so we set at starbux and talked mostly about satenism and religion and stuff...so yeah after the movie we walked to see some stuff but then decided tat we were too tired and took a cab home..reached home like 5 plus tipped toe to have a shower and sleep..

As i tried to sleep,i thought wow..what A day man!!like i expacted it to be like something else..Arghh!! Fuck it then i sleep and opened the door to lala land..

to be continue..

A year older..

2009-05-21T19:30:00.000-07:00

So yea watz up world,looking at it in a different way,felt weird when i fist woke up.Yeah so just got older fuck??took my handphone and there was like a million sms.not million but around 20 plus...So yea,today will just be hanging out wif the dudes and pals.TOMORRW!!!theres a party,i guess tat ill be the youngers "birthday Boy" and i also heard tat tom will be coming tat means ferrari baby!!(hey,dun bring ur gf,if not very noisy when take a ride the "furious style."Lucky thing his discipline and wont drink when his riding his hot red ferrari(No offence).And maybe if i could hit those wheels as well heheh...
So yea,kinda disappointed as i flunk my mid year exams hard style??yeah,so starting from next week ill be going to study like everyday maybe at lib or something..cut down on slacking and yea hopefully i can make it to sec 5(impossible).on the other hand,i wont be able to join club football..how fuck is tat?and when i see ppl playing soccer i will get all excited...Till now to N levels nothing but books in my hands.Not now but next week.^^

ohoh,thanks for the sms guys,girls,gayz,lesbian??LOLx THAnK EUUU!!!And for the BAYAZ CHEERS man!!! I guess my fifteen was shitt,no joy at all..so i guess ill be starting to forget about the past tat i had treasured?start afresh from today onwards.

Alright then,
blog soon..
Till then,
Arios..
HAppy Birthday to me^^

Things should be let go when its over.Do not hold on to it as then ur only hurting itself.The past is something you have done,there is no reversing it.

The clock is ticking...

2009-05-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

yeah im back,from swimming wif jr not really swimming but jus slacking in the baby pool watch some ppl diving which was preety cool and also it wanna make us jump as well but we cant.So yeah talked about crabs,fishes,shits,fuckers.It was rather peaceful,always wannted tat kind of silence every since i screwed everything,nothing was heard except ur breathings.just played wif water,spashing em.lolx..soon we left and i was shivering none stopp.but soon ive got all warmth up...walked home,took a nice hot shower and here i am blogging to the internet what ive done today fuckk??
Yeah,guess i can sleep tonight late and wake up late.No skool as i said earlier and dun have to go for freaking hair check??!!watz wrong wif the skool system,holiday is like a week or so and they wanna cut our hair..heyyy watz up wif tat??!!
Guess ive got about 2hr plus to leave my fifteen and ill nva be younger again but fucking older-_-
Fucking shit!its like one way..Fuck it,Lifes short..when u realised it.Ur be fucking R.I.P...

till then,
arios..

When you first open ur god dame eyes into this world u came alone,When you leave ur go alone.Happiness is a short period of time tat you will feel.As a matter of fact,there is no such thing as happiness,Life is a war..ur got to fight ur way through everything and when u noticed someone is there wif u fighting or u found someone,YOU LET UR GUARDS DOWN!!,ur get stabbed .And thats when you're fall..R.I.P!!

Post exams.

2009-05-21T01:56:00.000-07:00

so yeah,another day past,live gets shorter.skol was kinda funny.So we had Queensway Idol,promoting singing and shitts?so yeah junior came on told the hold school tat tomorrow was me bithday.LOL...get dame pisay and one by one"Happy Advance Birthday"...Haha..thanks?junior came second which i thought was preety good,CONGRETS!!..HEaded to class to have some programm which i thought was dame boring so when wondering around skool,managed to kill time.
WAlaHH!! Skools out...so yea,then join the rest to watch some performance for estatic Night.jokes been cracked big time,kinda entertained as well..hEaded to hawker wif asad,Junior..had some sugar,and used it to walk to queenstown mrt wif asad..bought some stuff,consumed it and borded the bus home.ohh,not gonna go skool tomorrow wheeehuuu!!!hair chack is officially off for me..

So yea,gonna go swimming..
chiill by the pool and talk crap?
alright..
As alwayz,
Cheers...

Regrets

2009-05-20T06:42:00.001-07:00

yeah the day started when i head to skol in the morning.Got into class wif shivery motions as results were to be given out.I did so BADLY!!felt some sense of guilt in me as i slacked throughout the mid year.So yea,miss ong,miss latifa,mr chng tried to speak to me...made me more sad,more guilt,more sorrow,kinda motivated after awhile.But its kinda too late.idk..Finished skool when home stright away...

When to ghim moh for training,had fun but thoughts still wonders in my mind.dame iT!!
slacked wif zul,zaim,coach,tien,shawn,fir..soon,hopped into 147 stright home.
till then..
Ro7

(screwed everything i had):

Fresh Blood

2009-05-19T23:57:00.001-07:00

ermm..Hey there,so i guess im new to blog.
Will update soon..
till then..
cheers..